I am in fact in trouble to understand that why I was born? What was the purpose of my creation? How much was my creation necessary for the running process of this universe? I am actually helpless and at a loss to comprehend the very purpose of my creation. Either my creation was only for consumption of food nutrients or a gift of male child to my parents.If my creation was for the consumption of food nutrients then why an other more child was not given birth in my replacement.If such type of deed would have done I think it had been more better for an other coming individual I stopped whose way.Today, I am breathing I am alive before all other creatures in this world.I am playing role of my part as a veterinary graduate. I know that some people got benefits from my skills, may be this would be real purpose meant "contribution". If we think that every person has been created only for his own contribution to keep this universe running.Then some importance of an organism knocks at the door of mind.
There are some things which are enemy of my ultimate happiness and independence. I have to prepare my food by myself being a heterotroph.I have to ask the Earth to ripe the crops for my food giving a security for my survival.I have to increase fertility of land by mixing fertilizers into it.I have to prepare myself for teaching as a teacher by myself, I mean my dress ready my shoes polished my hair set etc.Here in this world every thing I have to do by me that is fate of me.I am astonished at my existence.To lead a life is not an easy job to do.I have to fight for my self.Some efforts including uplifting my status, searching for balanced nutrients for my normal growth, making my life facilitated and getting more and more knowledge about thought provoking objects of this mortal world are being done by tiny physique.Here one thing is surprising that I am ignorant of the secret which causes secretion of essential enzymes for digestion of food in gastro intestinal tract and the driving force whom we all call soul that is secret too.Every one of us is alone and helpless in this world.Every one has to face death and he will be vanished for ever, no one would think that ever he existed in this cruel and confusing world.I am majorly concentrated mass of Nitrogen. All the creatures are interlinked with each other.We humen get food from plants and plants get food from our decayed and dead bodies.We are need of every one.Every creature sacrifices for other.I believe that the whole system of this universe is based on the passion of sacrifice.If sacrifice, here, finishes then not only object creature would get damages but also sacrifice refusing creature would become extinct.My 26 years here on the stage of this Earth has been passed and from 14th of september of this month I my 26 year journey is going to be completed.26 years ago, I was not existed here and after 26 years probably I may not exist.I have seen some mornings of the endless sunrise here.Of course, life is a ticket to the greatest show on earth.I am here now confused that what should I do on my birthday.I should celebrate my birthday or I should go into the deep ocean of thoughts searching answers of some questions regading purpose and phenomenon of life.
There are some things which are enemy of my ultimate happiness and independence. I have to prepare my food by myself being a heterotroph.I have to ask the Earth to ripe the crops for my food giving a security for my survival.I have to increase fertility of land by mixing fertilizers into it.I have to prepare myself for teaching as a teacher by myself, I mean my dress ready my shoes polished my hair set etc.Here in this world every thing I have to do by me that is fate of me.I am astonished at my existence.To lead a life is not an easy job to do.I have to fight for my self.Some efforts including uplifting my status, searching for balanced nutrients for my normal growth, making my life facilitated and getting more and more knowledge about thought provoking objects of this mortal world are being done by tiny physique.Here one thing is surprising that I am ignorant of the secret which causes secretion of essential enzymes for digestion of food in gastro intestinal tract and the driving force whom we all call soul that is secret too.Every one of us is alone and helpless in this world.Every one has to face death and he will be vanished for ever, no one would think that ever he existed in this cruel and confusing world.I am majorly concentrated mass of Nitrogen. All the creatures are interlinked with each other.We humen get food from plants and plants get food from our decayed and dead bodies.We are need of every one.Every creature sacrifices for other.I believe that the whole system of this universe is based on the passion of sacrifice.If sacrifice, here, finishes then not only object creature would get damages but also sacrifice refusing creature would become extinct.My 26 years here on the stage of this Earth has been passed and from 14th of september of this month I my 26 year journey is going to be completed.26 years ago, I was not existed here and after 26 years probably I may not exist.I have seen some mornings of the endless sunrise here.Of course, life is a ticket to the greatest show on earth.I am here now confused that what should I do on my birthday.I should celebrate my birthday or I should go into the deep ocean of thoughts searching answers of some questions regading purpose and phenomenon of life.
